:) that's the spirit, Chris. you've just gotta hold out and keep on going, never letting go of your dreams. it's not "silly or pathetic" at all to have confidence in things you know you will always have... if you've got something you can depend on, something that you can use as your rock, then you're way ahead of a good number of people and it will give you the strength to be able to handle anything, no matter how difficult. it sucks to feel lonely, and it sucks to be sad, but like you said: you've just gotta hold out until things change. you won't feel lonely or sad forever. hell, there will probably be moments tomorrow when you are neither one of those things. :p that's something that i always put my confidence in though, the fact that everything changes. you'll make it happen, and you're well on your way to doing that now. just keep going and never give up! i believe in you!
Heh. Thanks. It's not that I expect things to get better, or find someone that loves me back. It's just that... I don't care anymore. I'm going to leave this old life behind some day. That's what I mean, I have to hold out. Hold out until this chapter is over.
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It's not that I expect things to get better, or find someone that loves me back.
It's just that... I don't care anymore.
I'm going to leave this old life behind some day.
That's what I mean, I have to hold out.
Hold out until this chapter is over.
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