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Uhmmm not much to report. sold 2 commissions this month. One for $1200, and one for $1000. I'm starting off the year right. I'm still single, but as it gets closer to May, and me hopefully moving away from this place, I will try again at love. For now, I'll enjoy my money, my hobby, and my bachelor-hood. Shit's not ( Read more... )

I'm not lonely. I'm not sad. I'm perfectly fine on my own.
Get off of that high horse.

So now i know too much. I shouldn't try to learn about someone's past like that... But i couldnt help it... I like trying to get attatched. I like seeking a meaningful relationship... Now i'm having doubts. Doubting if i even want to do what i'm thinking of ( Read more... )

I decided to just be blunt, and up front with what I wanted to say.
To my amazement, it worked!
Let's see how this pans out... o.o

You were not there when I wanted to say
That you were everything right and it wasn't you but me that changed
Now I got to go there alone
But I will never give up
No I'll never give up

What am I fighting for?
There must be something more
For all these words I sing
Do you feel anything?

Staring, but not seeing.
Flat, empty, lifeless.
A husk of what once was.
Can you breathe life
into my Achromatic Eyes?

The wind blows,
but I do not feel it.
There's noise all around me,
but I cannot hear it.
I used to see music
before I had Achromatic Eyes.

Will they ever see?
will they ever feel it again?
Will they ever be loved again?
Or will they forever be
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I wanna make an animation to this song. I just might. It kinda makes me think about my life as it will be. When I move to California, i'll be waiting for someone to find me. Someone to give me the same affection i'm always trying to share. It may not come for years. It may never come.

... But at least i'm dreaming. Of the perfect girl for me. Of my ( Read more... )

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
It was always you that I despised.
I don't feel enough for you to cry.
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye...
Goodbye...

I don't think there's any band or any song that's ever actually brought me to tears...
...Except They Might Be Giants.

And I can say that unashamedly, because their music has this way of touching your heart. It's so simple yet it hits you so hard.

However, THIS song comes close:

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It's amazing how much thinking you can do in one night ( Read more... )