Truth...

[n3kostar]

So now i know too much. I shouldn't try to learn about someone's past like that... But i couldnt help it... I like trying to get attatched. I like seeking a meaningful relationship... Now i'm having doubts. Doubting if i even want to do what i'm thinking of

Comments

[moonlit_dream08]

*shrug* If you think being a dick is going to get you what you want, then why not

[n3kostar]

Eh... Kinda.. I mean... it wasn't all about money, that was just an example I used at the end of the post

[moonlit_dream08]

I hope you're not talking about Alicia, haha. If you are, then *high five* you dodged that fuckin bullet, don't do ANYTHING with her. She tries to hook up with... Well... Let me put it to you this way. She tried to get with Kidder. xD

[n3kostar]

Alicia.... Alicia.... uhmmmm..... if you're talking about who I THINK you're talking about, 1. Ew. 2. EWW. and 3. I think she's dating someone... and working at McDonalds.... and 4. EWWW.

I agree. Which is why I think i'm finding a way to weasel out of it. I mean you know me... i'm just not a swinger. I can't do it. I am one loyal bastard of a gentleman. The romance has to mean something for me. :/ Even with you I couldn't do it, and I believe it inevitably led to our end.

Yes... yes VERY slim. Quite infuriating. I'm not looking for any of those things in a girl, you know that. XD I think Cali will be better too..

The wait just... really sucks. And I know you're tired of hearing moping. Not just from me, but from anyone. I try to limit myself to LJ, but dammit, you have a habit of reading my LJ. Haha! Idunno... my future is so uncertain, and i'm not a swinger... I'll just wait...

...again...