I lost  my diamond ring yesterday. So depressed cause of it. I had a dream that I found it last night. Meh. I'm going to Moxies today with Serge for couple drinks, and just to sit and talk about life. It should be nice. Thats all I need at the moment. I get 5 days off at work. Enough time to deal with all the university crap. I'm happy I took 6 ( Read more... )

I miss the past. At the same time, I'm glad that everything is changed. No more high school. No more drugs. No more drama. Desires of trying something new out are long gone. Perhaps cause everything has already been tried. Happiness no longer means dropping 6 caps, dancing all night at some rave, and waking up at a random apartment of some girl you ( Read more... )

so much shit happened, mm ( Read more... )

i stayed home today ( Read more... )

saturday was good, and shitty in some ways.

i didnt keep my goal, and ended up going out to temple of sound. the music was somewhat crappy that night. ah, im so pissed at this ukrainian guy. in general, most of the ukrainians that live here cant stand me and my ways. but that guy took it a little to far, he was randomly pushing me on the dance floor ( Read more... )

i slept just for an hour last night.

today was somewhat successful. I had only 3 smokes. My goal is no more than 1 a day yes, but I'm slowly working my way up to it ( Read more... )

As I sit here I can't stop thinking about how much I fucked up in most ways in the last several months. How much I changed. Mostly not in good ways. How much I regret. In the last several months I did things I told myself I wont ever do..try for years. I hate how the new meaning of my life became my weekends. I hate to admit that every single ( Read more... )

today i'm not going to school ( Read more... )

know whats the best feeling ever ( Read more... )