I met a 16 year old version of you tonight. He was lookin' at me but respected the dominance of the male that I would not let dominate me. He never could touch me and neither could you ( Read more... )

So tonite was exciting ( Read more... )

Life is slowing down or maybe its the constant cold due to the change of season. Reality that he's gone forever and I have still yet to find prince charming or at least the one that is supposed to love me unconditionally and completely like he did. I have decided to stop thinking about him completely to make it not hurt. There are some things i've ( Read more... )

At the end of April near the beginning of May I was promoted into a location manager position. Three weeks into this thing and I get a notice from Mall Management asking for my company to leave because the lease was over. Two days later *yesterday* we closed the Modesto store and I have been put in as AM *Assistant* in Stockton.. I'm not even happy ( Read more... )

Okay so things have been pretty good lately. I'm being promoted finally to Assistant Store Manager. After this promotion I have one more to go. STORE MANAGER :) oh yeah i'll be a big dawg! haha yeah its good stuff. I'm hoping that I have what it takes to run shit. I am finding though that I am constantly stressed and have way to much anxiousness ( ( Read more... )

I am with Tyler right now and its looking okay but im not happy. I dont know what I can do to change the way I feel other than try to be positive about everything. I feel like a shitty person for dragging him out here to retry having a relationship. Should I stop caring because thats what adults do? .. or is that my misconception. The majority of ' ( Read more... )

California Dreamin ( Read more... )

Okay so only a little after my first week I was compelled to talk to some of the boys I have found on the internet.. Most of them are from XY and the other from a sleezeball chat on AOL.. The ones on AOL are super scarry so yeah I stuck to XY.. Anyway I found a boy named Robbie, and I did'nt like his profile because he sounded to mean and it was ( Read more... )

Welcome to sunny California! .. I finally made it out here, it took like a whole night of driving and a lot of coffee but I made it here actually two or three days ago. I actually left the night I made my last update. So yeah anyway I left my Tyson because the show must go on! And I couldnt bare to stare around any more... yup so yeah thats a whole ( Read more... )

So I had to stay in Utah for an additional week and it was worth it because I met the boy of my dreams through some friends last saturday night. His name is Tyson and he's absolutely the cutest boy and I love him :) i'm just a dork and i'm sure its just a silly infatuation but I really do like him.. Anyway I went to visit him Monday night and as we ( Read more... )