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Congratulations to
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The gossip columns are running rife. The Stepford wife's is weeks behind in production, mostly because the cast don't get along. I'm more interested in dating than in working, I'm engaged, I'm still seeing Jude on the sly ( Read more... )

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It's always nice when old friends call to say hello.

I really wonder about the whole "crack" culture - is this some kind of phenomenun that I haven't been advised of?

I have lost so many IM names, you all need to supply me with them so that I can try and catch up. I'm ljnicolekidman for those who have forgotten.

This update has been a long time coming ( Read more... )

I am so out of the loop. Someone needs to track me down and fill me in on things.

I hear his words resounding in my ears and I wonder if there was ever a time I could have changed his perception of me. Changed the way he looked at me, the words that tear at me in the dead of night. I've fought so hard to get here, to be the person I am. I look at Bella and Con and I am thankful everyday that they carry none of the stigma of ( Read more... )

There are times when I sit and think how much better off I am alone. Then I remember just how much I truly hate it. I miss the warmth that comes from sharing a bed with someone, the waking up content, wrapped around someone elses warm body. My pillow just doesn't cut it any more. I miss the breath that comes from another persons body as their ( Read more... )

Toni faxed me an article from an Australian magazine that called me Stick Nic, saying I had lost too much weight of late. I really wonder sometimes. It's bizare, if I'd put on 5kg I'd have been called Porky Nic, I drop 2kg because I am busy filming and trying to keep up with everything and I am too skinny. They really need to get lives and focus ( Read more... )