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is anyone out there?
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Older....harder.
at the sound of a gun life begins. I run As fast as I can and try to maintain speed. eventualy you run out of breath. a ran for 3 years and didn't knwo what the fuck i was doing. No training what so ever btu i guess it's down to older wiser, and experience. I wont lie I do miss it sometimes when i think about it but maybe noone was realy into it ( Read more... ) -
shoddy life
iv'e been poked by the devil himself and stared straigt in the eyes, i thought the day that came when i had to make heroic decision, i'de be retty to put the whole thing on stop and say NO!!!!!!. But i guess I fell short liek all. test of might, and once you've had a taste you realy have to figt hard to back off the cravings. a chain f events. ( Read more... ) -
"like malcom X catchin th junge feeva"
what have i been doing? think of a bear in hybernation bu tmore mith muddle thoughts and with simple case of the downs..... gosh i hate everything. I stare at the walls most the time sleep, play video games they only help for a moment, then what? o yeah it comes back. SO to pick mood today it would be none different the the weather outside ( Read more... ) -
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can't force last seasons' leaves to stay green. so just let them dry out and die. -
when you leave the tv on while you sleep
i feel like i just committed murder.......... but there's now body or blood. and i framed my self. and qustion marks never seem to bring answers, so why make a symbol with not backbone. i dont knwo im tlakign out of my fac again. ranting. blah blah. only bcuase this blog was nver to be . i pluckd flower pedals till you the day you came. maybe i had ( Read more... ) -
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I AM OFFICIALY UN REOGNIZABLE -
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I dont think any one noticd my landing. when i came to earth. and i know i never slipped under th radar. or maybe ppl didnt care enough.
there is no attntion grabber just there trying mak a living. and i suck at living. the game of life im loosing man. any on out thre want to hug it up? -
This girl
She really knocked the wind out of me.
and my mind has ben cluttered since. yo teine un chance'? -
I'm probably the biggest hater of life
subject to change?