I am too old to have, much less write on this site anymore and yet here I am. Sometimes I just have to get everything out, and I know that everyone is sick of me talking about this stuff. Like the fact that I'm in a "relationship" with a man who not only has a problem getting his shit together but makes me feel like I'm second best, unless of ( Read more... )

My now ex sucks balls. I would like to have zee sexy time right now but alas all my options are far away or gay.

My electric was turned off last week and I'm still sitting in the dark its 8 in the morning and I can't sleep. I'm hungry but there's nothing that I can really eat right now considering that my fridge needs power to work. I'm going back to ct on sat staying with my mom for a month hopefully I can make enough money to pay Sept rent and all my bills ( Read more... )

Last night I got an overwhelming sense of sadness, I haven't thought about the fact that my grandfather has Alzheimer's in a very long time, it started when Siara was talking to her mom about a movie and said," they found a cure for Alzheimer," I was only half listening because I knew she wasn't talking to me, but I heard that and I got so excited ( Read more... )

Today, completely out of character, I prayed, and asked for a sign clear and cut, and I got out of work went to the train station, and someone that I hadn't thought about for a very long time was leaning against the train schedule that I had to look at... I'm not sure if I believe in signs or serendipity or anything... but that was just plane weird

This past week I spent time with my family and friends moved into a new place opened presents talked way too openly about my sex life, got drunk, learned some secrets, had dinner and drinks with an enemy, now we're no longer enemies, went to a party with an enemy... still enemies ( Read more... )

I finally had it today don't talk to me about how great the guy I like is for you! Especially when you know I'm already in a bad mood! Moving on... I missed the bus to work, cried, and called out, didn't get to finish moving.

I feel like I'm in high school again, pretending to like people just to make life a little easier ( Read more... )

Nessie better be worth it... this entire thing is just plain stressful I just want to be there already!!! it's already 12 30 and we need to leave here around 4 45 in the morning... luckily I'm packed and almost everything is read... except our ride.... I need sleep like NOW!!! I hope it's fun

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-Amsterdam was cool...until I missed my flight and had to pay 200 dollars in order to get back to london on time for class on monday ( Read more... )