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FUCK U KID

Tonight i decided that wanting to be with you makes me feel like shit so actually being with you would be terrible so i don't want to at all not anymore, but i do want cereal.

I have decided to cut off all ties ....well Isabelle decided I should cut all ties with some one who shall not be named because i was in the friends zone and that i was getting really worked up about nothing... so I deleted him from a good portion of my life.. it's stupid and immature I know but I need to do what's best for me ... I deleted him ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dream last night. I needed to go home for a few days so I called Anthony. So I was packing and I got a call from Peter Merouski, which is really weird considering that I may have had two conversations with him in total since high school, anyways he then told me he was really excited to see me but couldn't find my house. So i met ( Read more... )

I did so much of nothing during vacation with no one but Derek that Miranda thinks I'm like in love with him .... hahahahahahahahaha ...no. Maybe if people called or hung out more then I would have more stories, fun stories, stories that involved more people.... you know who you are!

I think for someone who has no interest in me someone has been acting too much like a boyfriend and not enough like a friend, moody and jealous and just plain weird. I have no idea how to act around this kid and it drives me nuts... if I flirt and joke around I feel like he's going to take it the wrong way and make assumption, but when I try to act ( Read more... )

I don't enjoy being grouped in with other people who I have no control over, but the fact that when I say something about being upset or it bothering me as a whole, I then get the "no not you," crap that makes me feel like I don't count! I am so far off the male radar I'm not even counted in the generalized female population of crazy connecticut.

today just plain sucked I would like to say it was just today, but in reality everyday with few exceptions suck. I thought that I had been feeling better, but no I am in a constant state of misery. And those few time that I feel like there's hope, nothing. My happiness shouldn't be dependent on how others see me or treat me but I feel like it ( Read more... )

I hate everything about this place I have never been so unhappy, I just want to call mike up and have him tell me he loves me and make everything better. But I can't.