This is the last entry I will post on this journal. I've decided to move on to a different account. But don't worry, this account will still be active. Just. . . well, unused. Pretty much like it is now.

If you want to friend me at my new account, go to ancientmai and add me. I've already put in add requests for several of you, so in case you were wondering ( Read more... )

I want everybody in on this now. So come on, if you know the answer, or you think you know it, leave a comment giving: the song number, the name of the song, and the artist. If you get it right, you get a prize. The most metal prize of all. So good luck ( Read more... )

I'm crazy.

And that is nothing to be ashamed of. As long as I work to get better, it cannot ruin my life. I can control my crazy. It's in my hands. I just have to keep telling myself: "It's just in your head, it's not the truth." As hard as it is to convince myself otherwise, I know it can be done. But it takes time. And it's in my hands.

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Apparently, my father's girlfriend is moving into our house. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT ABOUT?!

They've been dating for four months! Four months! Isn't that a little quick? So now, this new woman that I don't trust as far as I can throw her is going to be living in my house, eating my food, and touching all of my stuff! Isn't that a little soon? I ( Read more... )

I've been nauseous all day, from the moment I woke up to right now. No matter what I eat or don't eat, I still feel like curling over the toilet and giving offerings to the porcelain gods ( Read more... )

I've finally gotten some damn creative inspiration. It's been awhile, and I hope to spend some time tonight/this morning actually working on the idea I have in my head. If I don't get any sleep, I don't particularly care. Of course, that requires me to focus on such a task as sitting down and writing everything out. Effort. Meh ( Read more... )

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So I had my first official panic attack of the semester. After Chinese today, I found myself: hyperventilating, crying, and generally freaking the fuck out. What do I have to freak out about? Here's my list of happy fun things to do by 5:00 pm tomorrow (Thursday ( Read more... )

If you're interested, I've got a journal posted to another site for security purposes. Some of you will be able to view it here ( Read more... )

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