I didn't think I'd miss him this badly. I really didn't. I knew it would be hard, but I didn't know it would come in waves like this. I didn't know I'd remember the last time we were together and burst into tears ( Read more... )

Ireland sucks and rocks.

I think I'm going to e-mail Scott when I get my computer back. I'd like to get a word or two in at him before he goes to New York. Good idea? Bad idea? let me know.

It's a very rare thing for me to feel quite out of my depth, and even rarer for me to freak out so completely as I am doing right now. Normally, I could fight with mom and maybe feel better. Or perhaps she could even give me some advice. But they decided to have family over for New Years. you know. the night before I leave. So there's no one to go ( Read more... )

What the epic crap, I forgot I had one of these things ( Read more... )

So, I don't really have enough money to get my oil changed, get my haircut, and get gas to drive back to school, much less do anything interesting over break.

So I'm going to get my oil changed and then maybe mope a little bit.

what the fuck ( Read more... )

I just failed my Data Analysis exam. :D good times ( Read more... )

one kind of stress causes me not to eat at all. another kind makes me eat ravenously. today I am overeating and it is gross.

Alright. so I've pretty much got the ONI thing. That gladdens me. I have a drug test for it on monday. I'm tempted to be all "and I didn't even study!" at the technicians, but I'm pretty sure they hear that a lot from similarly smartassed interns ( Read more... )

I got past the first tier of the ONI thingie! Now for security clearance nonsense!