Wow been a very long time , But decided my life is going well and need to express the positives now and redeem myself forward. Slowly working on my self esteem and changing a lot right now maybe a little to much , but meah I can handle it ( Read more... )

Wow thought I would stop crying myself to sleep at night , But I guess almost 5 years is gonna take longer to heal then that. I just thought knowing that I thought the person to whom I been with was at least somewhat in love with me, to be told to my face he has never been in love with nor nor he think will he ever be, so that said I reolize that ( Read more... )

well this is a new start as i am going on a journy with no electricity or internet or phone ( Read more... )

Well I am starting this new journal today ( Read more... )