While the world is exciting... the world doesn't have you ( Read more... )

I am slowly being faced with the fact that life is still happening, and everyone I know have continued to grow and move on despite the fact that I am still feeling very frozen in place. Painfully so. I thought I had done a lot of growing and healing, but in the last day or so everything caved in on me again. The level of artificial in my life is ( Read more... )

Everyday. Harder. Pain. Worth it. Terrifying. Slow. Unsure.

Be Better.

I've severed all romantic ties back home. Every one of them. I have thought about it a lot, and realized that the juggling act of flirting with so many people was getting exhausting and demanding. I feel terrible that I had (honestly) unintentionally led on a couple people. It has been a long, long time since I've been single and without prospects ( Read more... )

So much time for myself. Slow, sweet, uninterrupted, quiet time that I have had to think, accept hard truths about myself, find happiness in the good things that I've forgotten... and time to try to mold the path I'm going. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I feel lost in the fact that I knew I wanted to be in the UK, and now that I'm here, I ( Read more... )

A very dependable feature of people who live abroad is finding them huddled together in bars and restaurants, talking not just about their homelands, but about the experience of leaving. And strangely enough, these groups of ex-pats aren’t necessarily all from the same home countries, often the mere experience of trading lands and cultures is ( Read more... )

the rain has never been so welcoming.

So many things in the last couple weeks ( Read more... )

only 10 days, and I will finally be where I've wanted to be for so many years. It is liberating, happy, amazing, incredible... and only a slight bit sad.

I was not expecting him to come to my life... but he has. He is perfect, and 6 months is not that long <3 ( Read more... )

I'M GOING TO ENGLAND!!!! SO SOON!!! OMG!!! LIKE!!! 10 WEEKS!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!! SUNSHINE! DAISY'S!!! UNICORNS!!! HAPPINESS!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT@! CAMBRIDGE!!! HERE I COME!!! IT JUST HIT ME!! FINALLY!!!!