I'll always remember your room, the feel of you, the light in the window, your records, your books, our morning coffee, our noons, our nights, our bodies spilled together, sleeping, the tiny flowing currents, immediate and forever, your leg, my leg, your arm, my arm, your smile and the warmth of you who made me laugh again.

I am starting to clear out my life. Donating clothes, selling things I don't want or need anymore, and feeling weight lifted off of my shoulders. I keep pulling things up that I haven't seen in years... in some cases more than ten years. So many memories with each thing... where I got it, what it means to me, who it reminds me of. Soo many photos. ( Read more... )

Dear Mike ( Read more... )

Gah!!! I can't contain myself, so I'm putting all this positive stuff here so I can talk/brag/be way too excited/terrified of everything thats happening ( Read more... )

It just occurred to me that OmegaMuGamma could be the best sorority/fratty clothing distributor for greeks EVER.

Or it will just stay as a joke. Bahaha

I think the only person who see's this beyond me is you, Sarah. I hope you know that last night I slept, really slept, for the first time since February. I don't think telling you I love you begins to convey how much you mean to me, to my life. I'm so happy, grateful, joyous, elated... that we are where we are after everything. I know it is ( Read more... )

My grandad is about to die. He might not even make it to Saturday ( Read more... )

It seems to be a common theme in my life that knows no boundaries, that people use me. This includes... really... everyone. I suppose its good to learn now, since my first prototype is in production. By the time I have my meeting with the dream company in about six months, I'll probably have hardened to the point that people will just think I'm ( Read more... )

it has become more clear to me lately that I am slowly losing someone important to me. I hate the fact that I've become a mere asterik in the current chapters of her life. Being whited-out from the table of contents one letter at a time really hurts ( Read more... )

Sometimes its nice to be remembered.