wow... the things that have happened since I last wrote in this journal are epic, for me. My life has actualy changed in the last couple weeks, and I think its about time. I'm happy. Finally. I no longer have matt new in my life, at all. He's cut out, done, and I never thought that would happen. I never thought I'd be so happy when it did happen, ( Read more... )

You'd think I could learn. From my mistakes, from my victories, and from my pain. I'm not quite sure why, but I still can't shake Brett. It almost made me happy to see that out of like.. 100 new pictures up of him, not one has his "girlfriend" in it ( Read more... )

So... what's a girl to do? I'm officially 20, and old and stuff. All I've wanted for awhile is for someone to grab me, kiss me, run his hands through my hair.. maybe grab my hair a little.. throw me into a wall, rip off my clothes and fuck me. hard. all night. over and over again ( Read more... )

Alright ( Read more... )

I think this weekend is forcing me to take a step back and reflect a little. The whole beginning of this year is, in fact. Since school started, I have "dated", and I have been wanted. Tim, Derek, Tom, Mike (still ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why I just did that.

things are looking up on the hunt for a Darcy ( Read more... )

I hate watching pride and prejudice, because I want a Mr Darcy so fucking bad.
Not matt new...

just a Darcy, MY darcy.

rawr

nothing. thats all :)

Junior year at CU... wow.. I feel like my life is whizzing right by me. What am I talking about? Thats not a feeling.. its a fact. As reality would have it, the last year of my life has absolutely been the most wild, up and down, twisting, spinning shocking roller coaster ride in the history of man. Its been almost a year since I've known Brett, ( Read more... )