Brett has a fucking girlfriend ( Read more... )

I don't hate the way I fall in love so quickly. I don't hate myself for getting hurt over and over again and so willingly putting myself on the front line of love all the time. I think thats a feature about me thats absolutely brilliant, and unique and important to who I am - espcially because nobody can seem to do that anymore ( Read more... )

Watching rain
collect in the gray perfect
sometimes countenance
of him in reflection,
I sat at the windowsill
attending the silence
like a blind woman
being led over
the streets
to someplace
quiet

I'm going to pull a Sarah.. because I think it would be healthy for me to do ( Read more... )

Its crazy to believe just how much my life has changed in the last year. More correctly from about.. the past summer to now. I'm in a sorority I love, which is weird, because I NEVER thought I'd ever 'go there.' I'm actualy pulling through college fantasticly, and still having the time of my life. I'm doing what I wnat to this summer, which means a ( Read more... )

I might have just gotten what I finally needed from Matt, and that was an honest, very open talk ( Read more... )

I know this should happen when you're in college, but I wish life would slow down just a little. I feel like soooo much has changed lately - I'm not ready for all of it. I also wasn't really prepared to be so alone. For the first time in my dating life, I really, TRULY this time, have no one to run and snuggle to when I feel like it. no.. 'comfort ( Read more... )

I'm dressed all in blue and I'm remembering you. And the suit you wore when you broke my heart. I'm depressed upstairs and remembering where and when and how and why. You have to go so far. Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life? I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life, unless you come around.

I think I genuinly loath my state of being right now.. it's like no matter what happens, I can't be satisfied. What's even more pathetic is that I'm probably going to spend all night studying, when my intention was to be setting sweet, sweet sailing love with the captain.. and Brett ( Read more... )

Back at alpha chi.. woo.. rush ( Read more... )