As two of my disciplines I have 1. 10 minutes a day with Jonathan 2. Livejournal regularly
I want to add the discipline of posting on the message board...crazy how this has to be a discipline for me...I think that I get caught up in my own little world too easily without knowing what's going on in life around me. BUT I want that to change.
I did an exercise today from this book called creative expression (or something like that) the project was to think of a word that defines something your dealing/struggling with, then to just list as many things that you can think of that come to mind when you think of that word. Mine was pretty depressing, and i think that's one reason I don't
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I am feeling this immense contradiction in my elf-worth and even my identity. This weekend really brought a lot of this to light--our trip to Baylor/Waco and Dallas went awesome--a lot smoother than I had imagined, but this is where the contradiction begins to show its face. As a pastor and visionary I feel immense purpose, drive, passion,
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What do you say when you don't really know what to say...you're writing it for yourself but allowing all of these people to read it? It's not just your personal thoughts, but things that you wouldn't really tell them if your face to face, funny little concept this live journal is.
Brad and I had a fight about something we both don't really remember the other night...it seems that whatever makes us blow up is not usually the real reason that we're upset. So, anyways, I usually try to go and, as some may call it, blow off steam, or cool down. In my head I wanted to leave for long enough for him to miss me and comes running to
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Brad has a disposition to love me. dis-po-si-tion n. 1. One's usual mood; temperament 2. A habitual inclination; a tendency Synonyms: disposition, temperament, character, personality, nature
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yesterday was a really rough day, and today I’m still feeling some of the emotional side-effects I guess you could say. Maybe all of this is accentuated by girl things, but I really think that a nerve got struck the other night and I’ve been battling with it since. Brad and I were praying for renewal and that each of us would be less selfish.
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