So I Finally found the pen Mamma got me.Mamma. i miss her i want to go visit her when i get my license. ill have to call bills mom for directions. I feel as though im going to lose my closest friend. Brads thinking about going into the army, it scares my b/c i love this guy more than anything in the world, and i cant stand the thought of him being ( Read more... )

in school working on a report. i get out @ 2 them work from 4-10. that bites ASS. i like so dont have a life right now.i miss my best friend i like cant talk to him b/c ive been so bussy. work, school, court....ex. well this is shitty and short but i wanted to update ttul yall

so im at erik millers house with ppl getting compleatly shit faced. this is the most fun ive had in a while. i have or had his snake arround my neck. its fucking awesome. anyway andy turned out to be a fucking ass he was cheeting on me. whats new. wow i dont know what to talk about. im getting me hair braided by andy(andria). im gona score. anyway ( Read more... )

ok so i lied i ended up getting another studdyhall so im updating. My b-f might be going back to jail 4 something he didnt even do. i know he didnt do it b/c i was with him when the thret was suposably made. anyway im pissed, my knee hurts(they took away my elevator key), its really hot in here, lunch sucked (i had what was supose to be beef ( Read more... )

so this will be my last enty for a while. my ligiment or whatever the hell it is in my right knee ripped! i was just standing there! what the fuck! so yesterday i was on crutches but there too much of a pain in the ass, so now im TRYING to walk. Andy got in a fight and is in pretty deep now. HE won! anyway........... i have to go now and keep my x ( Read more... )

BILL, Thank you. i had the hunch that there was something you didnt tell me, but thanks.i just wanted the truth. thank you. i do wish we could still talk, but i cant change the past, or what i did in the past. sorry for starting so much shit. i dont even know y i want to put this up b/c i dont want you to be mad at me.

Wow, Bill actually replied to one of my posts. FYI it was nice to here from him even though it wasnt to good, but what has happened in the past is the past. i havent updated in a while b/c iive been so bussy. i do music inventorry for H. C. most of the time during my study hall. Brad And andyr fighting ehich dosent suprise me. HOW MANY TIMES DO I ( Read more... )

i wish i could take back every thing i ever said to someone. i saw Charles yesterday(hot topic) i went into hot topic for like the first time in like 5 or 6 months. it made me cry. almost everyone who was nice to me, are now gone. Bill, of course i probably wouldnt be allowd in there anyway, christy, nickole, richird,sp,michelle....... i cant think ( Read more... )

wow im actually keeping another relationship.........its odd. i miss my old friends and have a few new ones. allot of my art wotk is going to the art show, but theres one i dont want in there. i was mad a drew a picture of the hardest person in the world to draw. i keep telling her i dont want it in, we arnt even friends anymore, and i just want to ( Read more... )

so this w/k end was fucking awesome! my b-f thinks im twisted b/c we went to go see house of wax, and i laughed and said it was fucking awesome when paris hilton got a pipe threw the middle of her head! : ) i thought that movie would be stupid, but its one of the most twisted, and exciding things ive ever seen! anyway friday i went to a club in ( Read more... )