so i gave my blood, and the lady asked me if i was ok. i said yes and she walked away. she came back and asked me again and i gave her the same reply. When she came back the third time i was out cold. they woke me up and my feet were in the air, and there was like 6 drs arround me. they turned it into a joke, because it looked like i was trying to ( Read more... )

so this guy names andy and i have had a crush on each other for the past two years. we didnt either one of ou really new the other existed,untill he told me i was a sexy bitch on fri. were going out, and to prom. we took this test and it told us that we were soul mates that scares me. hes a bad ass. i dont like the fact that hes been to jail, but i ( Read more... )

i just updaded but the fucking thing didnt update!!!!!! now i dont have time to fix it! later

so im giving blood on tuesday, thats bills b-day, i cant believe i even care! anyway brad and jesse went to see green day monday night in aulbany, i dont care how i just spelled that. i forgot all about the concert : ( oh well. i still cant believe my mom caught me smoking pot w/ my brother, it was funny. IM NOT GROUNDED! that is so not like my ( Read more... )

so the mall in p.a. is finally getting a hot toppic! thay needed it.so last night Brad and i went out for ice cream at like 9:00. Ya we broke up but were still friends. We "hang out" all the time. so Becca started running her mouth again about the shit that happined like 2 months ago! its bull shit. she needs to get over it. any way i found bills ( Read more... )

Wow its been a long hard w/k. i played way too much paintball. brad and i.......I broke off the relationship. I love him i always have. He is trying to change me AGAIN. Hes getting controlling again,and i needed to get out b/f he hits me again. oh well. im sad but ive been sadder.......like the 1 of oct......... or the days when ppl actually die. i ( Read more... )

wow i feel like a totle bitch. well i guess thats what i get 4 coming to school tired and drunk! anyway i said some things that were really out of hand. what the fuck is wrong with me? What the hell was i thinking? My god! i dont neccerally regret going out with bill, i just wish we hadent. i bet that if i would have just been a quiet 15 yr old and ( Read more... )

so today a little bird told me some things were being said about me by a certian Person that doesnt trust me. First off bill wont talk to me anymore. 2- im not so little! 3- im fucking engaged to Brad and 4- i dont want that nasty 2 faced retard. he puts on a facad and gets you to know that person, than when hes done with you, you see his true ( Read more... )

i almost got fired from my job thursday! that sucks! i'm still in though. the only way he said i could stay is if i tought a 6 yr old boy with downsyndrom how to swim. he is the cutest thing i've ever seen! His name is Josh. the only problem is he hates the water. i can fix that though. i missed home i have to go back to p.a. just not the same ( Read more... )

i ment its almost like bills dead(he is still alive)