I talked to bills mommy last night!:) i miss her. she helped me through a lot of stuff last yr w/ problems i was having w/ one of bills x's. She was like a second mother to me. even if im not friends w/ bill, his mom still excepts me. I told her that i was sad b/c i had lost her son as a friend, and i never ment 4 things to happen the way they did ( Read more... )

Around the corner I have a friend ( Read more... )

so im board and pissed.I really wish ppl would leave me alone. thay ask me to leave them alone than come back and bug me! MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND! im away for good i hope i havent been at my school for 4 wks now. i miss everyone. especially BRAD, love you hun! i also miss julie. i have to call someone tonight. i cant forget to b/c i miss her and ( Read more... )

so i have some extra time. i would like 2 make something clear. whenever i say i miss someone weather it be an x or not they take it the wrong way. i never said the peoples names, b/c ppl dont need to know who they are! i finally said one of the names and i get bitched at. WHEN I SAID I MISSED BILL I ONLY MENT AS A FRIEND!!!!!!!!! NOTHING MORE! ( Read more... )

so normally i just get on the computer to talk to my x,bill. i cant do that anymore so now its almost like i dont even want to get on anymore. I just didnt get on to talk to him, but he was like the only person who ever talked to me. now i dont really have anything to look 4 ward to anymore. i got drunk yesterday night w/ brad, and hangovers r not ( Read more... )

so i get the feeling that some bitch is reading my journal! i dont really care but the stuff that u say, how u switch what is being said into something else, is fucked up! i hade to work today from 4 - 6:30. tonight is midnight madness, so i have to go back to work @ 10 and work till 12! that sucks. im at crew right now. been here since 6:45. im ( Read more... )

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so im at rehersal 4 the play. being a towns person isnt easy. so today i went on my datewith Joe and John. It was so fun! first John and i went out to eat, then we met his twin brother at 4:00. then we went to soulful cup and played scrabble. i was to hyper to drink coffee. i can never tell my b-f from his brother. that is so bad! we are even ( Read more... )

so today someone rigged the boys b-room so that it cought on fire. School sucked after that. i saw smoke in the hall and mr.Holden opened the boys b-room door. a thick black smoke filled the hall and i pulled the alarm, b/c he told me too. we were outside 4 like 2 periods. i havent eaten since like 3:30 yesterday, and someone stole all of my money ( Read more... )