So...yes, I'm feeling adjusted. I feel like I have a place here again, and I don't quite feel like the outsider I felt like when I first got back ( Read more... )

Well, at this very moment, I feel absolutely miserable. Probably not what you wanted to hear for my first journal entry since I've been here. I've been here for almost a week, and all I want to do right now is come home. I probably shouldn't be writing right now because it's going to make everyone think I'm having a horrible time, which I'm not for ( Read more... )

So, I guess I just finished writing my 4-7 page history 351 paper that I started this evening. I ended up making it to 6 1/2 pages, and i could've gone longer, but I didn't want to. I'm not sure if any of it makes any sense, but i think I'm going to try to pass out for a few hours and get up tomorrow and edit. I'm pretty sure that I talked about ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those days where you feel especially...human? One of those days where nothing particularly bad happens, you're just incredibly in touch with everything happening around you and what's going on in your life kind of turns into a reality ( Read more... )

fuck boys. and dads.

i'm going to vegas to be with the boys I trust (my brothers) and my amazing family. Hopefully my drunken stupor will wash away these sorrows of mine.

WHAT DO YOU DO AT 3: IN THE MORNING WHEN YOU HAVE 2 3/4 PAGES DONE OF YOU 3-PAGE ENGLISH PAPER ( Read more... )

fuck, man.

...fuck.

Do you ever wish you could just wash away all your insecurities and see yourself the way everyone else sees you? Or maybe, just the way that those who admire you, see you? That zit on the right side of your forehead...that burn scab on your middle finger...that "roll of fat" on the side of your stomach that no one can actually see unless you're ( Read more... )

fuckfuckfuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.........................

FUCK THIS.

mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )