well this my space 2 think an be us. i Love Ayana just had 2 remind myself an make a note somewhere other than my heart that i do. i dont even know y i am here, dont have any time 2 actually write all the shit thats been going on an dont really want 2 either. but the date is posted an right now in my life i gong 2 get married soon, sooner than i ( Read more... )

hello just wanted 2 say hi. here at work as always it seems an doing nothing. wish i was but i'm not. well i just wanted 2 say hey. so how do

well hey there, how u been?........

lets see dont really know, been here an been there. its been nice an its been TERRIFIC. sittin here at work bored as usual, but have an outlet. got my ipod on, listening 2 Mike "break of dawn".......................

i'll be back, have 2 go 2 work now that i remembered U.

SORRY

a Ninja ( Read more... )

well b 4 we start with the title, i hate my job this shit sucks ( Read more... )

Have u ever wanted a friend a family memeber 2 have what u have an more?i guess i should have named this journal, another random thought.but i wish that all my friends could have what have.An in return i wish i could have what they have.i mean i'm actually happy with life right now an that shit is scary.A long time i thought that happines was ( Read more... )

i was this weekend 4 the very first time in my life.normally its me triin 2 seduce someone,but not this weekend.Be a late valentines gift from my Gyrlfriend cuz it would have been too hard 2 find a spot an funds were acking funny.....side tracked well i get back someone came in bye.

Well another year has cum an gone.xmas has passed and another B-day 2.Let me say that yes they were both great.I didn't get everything i wanted but that might be cuz i didnt ask 4 anything either.I got my baby girl almost everything she wanted an needed frome what i can C,without her telling me.I also saw 2 good friends of myne,Anthony and Keyon. ( Read more... )

MEDITATION

To practice centering the mind
is to build a home for yourself.

A momentary centering is like
a thatched roof hut.

A sustained centering is like
a house made of wood.

A fixed centering is like
a mansion made of polished stone.

Hello everybody how's it going?i've been gone 4 awhile not like anyone reads my shit or anything but,yes i've been away.but i'm back now so i'll be hit me up more often now i suppose.But since this is a quick hit up or write by,let me start with sorry 2 a few people.my bad potna 4 not tag u back when u got online i was always downloading Naruto so ( Read more... )