Meh. Idk where I'm at I just want some answers I hope summer bring something good other than rain. Until then I'm leaving my mask on. I have to admit though, it's a pretty good one too. It has everyone fooled for the most part.
I hate how fucking cunning I am. As of now I dislike my entire persona. I feel like I dont know anyone anymore. Who are my friends? Why do they lie and sneak around my back. Why do they hide things from me.
Is my life really destined for such. I am starting to believe I'll always be like this. Just me and my demon.
A lot of times I feel like my life is like an Anime. Weird things happening at weird times, things I plan out never happening or just end up completely backfiring. UGGGGHHHHH, I think I'll start drawing what I dream about.