Once again, I have changed my mind. I thought getting back together seemed like the right thing to do. I'm leaving again. We haven't fought, and the kids are happy, and he's done a lot of things to make me happy. But, I can't get that feeling back. I can't make myself love someone, especially my husband. Its supposed to be natural, right? I wish I ( Read more... )

First off, I got a new cell phone and new number! Yay, I can check my email and all my other social networks from the palm of my hand.  So if you ever want the number, just email me here ( Read more... )

My life is slowly getting better.  The divorce is in the works, I got a job, I got rid of some extra baggage I've been dragging around for the past couple weeks.  It's all good.  But, still missing you...

This post is not directed towards anyone in general.  It is merely an outlet to vent my frustrations ( Read more... )

Our team would be named "Smart Mutha Fucka's" and we could ride on evil donkey's called "Smart Asses".....ROFLMAO!!

As my most anticipated weekend comes to a halt today, I've been thinking about some things.  Don't get me wrong, I had a blast this weekend, but towards the end of it, things just started to become more clear.  Which makes for a not so good ending.  I decided when I left my husband that I was going to start over and become a better person.  But I  ( Read more... )

Yay, another day of family. Don't get me wrong, I love my family.  But I can only take so much of them! 

So here I am, sitting in my parents computer room, bullshitting on the computer. I'm so bored! All the kids are in bed and all I want to do is go out and have fun!!!!  I can't ask my mom to babysit because then I will feel and hear the rath of Kathy!  Imagine you're....16 years old.  You want to go out with your friends...maybe bowling.  Somewhere ( Read more... )

MMM coffee sounds good!....random!

TEARS ARE A GREAT MASCARA REMOVER...