i never thought i would find myself EVER writing in this again-- but i have SOO much to say.. so many thoughts going through my mind.. yet i feel like talking to no one. im not answering my phone, going online, or anything.. the only person that is at all comforting to me as usual is kyle.

i am seriously in love with him- all i want is for us to be ( Read more... )

BIRTHDAY MONTH

so i know i havent updated lately.. i guess i have just been tied up with everything like school :(

things have been pretty good lately.. no complaints.. parents are still a little looney i suppose and my mommy lives with us again so things are kind of crazy and i guess that is kind of holding me down a little but in general i am wonderful ( Read more... )

*Some people don't believe in love at first sight, but when i met you I knew it was right*

homework, homework, HOMEWORK!@!

....---((stressingg majorr     ---]]

{{i tear my heart open//i sew myself shut//my weakness is that i care too much}}

dont really have time right now.. but i have been really good lately and i seriously have such an amazing boyfriend who would probably do just about anything for me.. and i dont know im having mixed feelings about it cause i love how he treats me.. but sometimes i feel ( Read more... )

so lately i have just been laughing so much.. it has been so funnyy-- like me, kyle, nick, allan, corey, and some girl went to bora bora the other night but it was seriously packed so we ended up just leaving and decided to go to applebees lol and we get there and they start talking about this yellow nice car some kid drives around-- well thru work ( Read more... )

so life hasnt been horrible but it hasnt been the greatest either---

to make a long story short things between my daddy and me got a little out of hand and i ended up staying with my mom for a while and things were alright.. i mean it wasnt "home" but i accepted it.. and now that im finally settled there things between me and daddy are fine and i ( Read more... )

so before work i went school shopping for notebooks and all those goodies just to spend money really cause i had a rough night.. i just couldnt sleep i had too much on my mind.. and normally i get really insecure about relationships around this time.. but im not really worried about getting hurt by kyle or anything i decided last night.. its more  ( Read more... )

so yesturday was pretty sweet---

so i ended up waking up at like 1 which totally thru me off cause me and kyle were supposed to get together at 1 but it ended up being better cause kyle ended up having to run errands till 5ish so it gave me time to get ready.. so i took a shower and painted my nails and then the greatest friend ever, meggan, ( Read more... )