i so badly want to write something profound about my high school experience, but im still in shock that its over. heck, who am i kidding? i couldnt write anything profound anyway haha. well im in pretty good spirits. im going to be a mess at senior assembly on friday, seriously im going to just stuff a box of kleenex in my pants... im really ( Read more... )

"i want you to want me"~letters to cleo ( Read more... )

jesus christ why isnt their an end to this cycle? why cant i have a high without the low? i know why but its not fair. i knew it was coming again i could tell because i always feel sick to my stomach, and i thought this weekend away in tahoe would make it all dissapear but it didnt and i should have known better. i still feel like im going to throw ( Read more... )

the walrus said, "to talk of many things..." okay so with less than 48 hours remaining in this glorious year of 2004 i realize several things. one, that duh the year is almost over and flew by so fast crazy stuff really but its so cliche and i bet about a thousand other people are writing that too, and two, i have yet to resolve my new year's ( Read more... )

what can i say high school is almost over and i need to enjoy it while it lasts... i hate making expectations for things but its a natural occurance and im expecting this christmas break to be great, shit im expecting every weekend to be great! way to set myself up for dissapointment right? well, not if i can help it! im feeling so positive im ( Read more... )

i know i have some serious problems with relationships and anyone who knows my stories knows this is true...but can anyone tell me why i always seem to reject a guy once he is interested in me and once hes over it i realize i made a mistake every single freaking time...im hopeless what can i do to fix this??

i dont really know what i want to talk about today but i feel like i need to write... actually what i really feel like doing is another collage but i dont really have the time to do that and i need good pictures. speaking of pictures i do have a camera which i need to finish, i should have brough it to jamies last night. that by the way was ( Read more... )

I dont even know where to begin really...honestly i find myself not knowing a lot more than i thought. im having fun, but not as much as i like. i have a major case of senioritis and i dont know what to do. i need to work on college essays, but there's no hope anyway. soccer's not going too well, and im failing as a captain. i just feel like ( Read more... )

im not going to lie... AP english is inspiriing. i am a nerd, but im okay with that ( Read more... )

im in a lull right now. im starting to feel empty, i know something is missing. im loosing feeling. my toes are numb. jeremy asked me to his homecoming by decorating my car and i have virtually no reaction. i dont care about anything. why cant i find something to care about? i need to go up or down. preferably down because then i can only go up. ( Read more... )