so i just spent a little while goin through my old entries and the comments made....and all i want to say is thank you ... no matter how much i neglect them i have true frinds who care about me and i care about them...i couldnt ask for better friends so i have to say thank you for being my friends i miss and love all of you...peace be with you

so im fed up with everything....i feel like a fucking highschooler again...i need to get the hell outta here...but ill be gone soon. josh called me today....we broke down....its not right my bro needs me and i need my bro...i think im jealous of josh...he was able to do what i only long for..get outta here and create a life.. i feel like the ( Read more... )

there was a reason i stopped getting involved with youngr girls but i didnt know it would be this kinda of bullshit.....i just wish i could tell the girl i realy care about how much i feel.

so my mom calls me and tells me that my grandpa had died. my dad hadnt found out yet. i heard my dad cry for the first time in my life. im leaving in like 6 hours to go to louisisana ill be back in a few days ill try to talk to evryone.

ok well i quit tony chevrolet and i started taking care of my neice. i go to class today im scared.its been along time since ive done this.....so..... in the last three months ive......gotten a new car, quit my job,decided i need a girlfriend and not a fuck( incedentley i will necr find that here), and i really need a dog.

well the car business is alot of fun ive almost made my qouta for the month and i really have fun there..i feel like a dick i was supposed to hang out with luara but i was running errands and i ran out of time. i need to call her and apologize. i found some people to hang out with and im starting to have fun in the valley. but i feel so unsettled ( Read more... )

I dont think ive felt so trapped, see also restrained, see also bored to fuckin tears...(comment if you caught that) well what can say home sweet home.... i love my job, now i dont know if its cuase its fun or cause i can smoke while im there or causeim out of my house.. but i love it. around seven last noght me and josh decide to go to fantasies ( Read more... )

well ive been hear like 4 days my phone is kinda broken so i cant use it im scared to check my vocemail....im talking to nikki. ive sold my first car yesterday. i made some new friends at work but thats a work thing ya know
well im going to drive aimlesly till i find a friend

well its official im moving out to the valley again..and tonight is my first night there. im really not sure what im gonna do for fun im gonna hang out with josh later tonight but until then im gonna fester in my room...unless....someone in the valley calls me to hang out. im really sort of nervous moving back. ive grown comfortable in A-town. but ( Read more... )

hoolie is feeding the snake tonight....

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