so yeah im alive and kickin.

so i am actually 21 as of the day before turkey day ( Read more... )

ok so we moved into our new apartment last night and theres already drama. what the fuck. i honestly dont get why 4 stwntysomethings have the need to act like a bunch of 16 year old girls. its pathetic ( Read more... )

got evicted from V's this morning. we have 1 month laft. i have no idea where im going after that. im probably gonna jump off of a bridge onto the highway or something stupid like that. i cant believe i have to go through this all over again. and i always have the world against me with absolutely nobody to go to ( Read more... )

today i was the pallbearer at my grandmother's funeral. my first funeral. my first real experience with loss from death. it was the hardest thing i have ever done. but i am at peace. she left a letter for me when she passed. i know that shes happy, and that gives me some hope ( Read more... )

ccc trips
mushroom cheeseburgers
vwa
steele hill
51 jane
joe nutt's donuts
gay-long
gang war
trials and tribulations
nuge
"mr. dr. phil"
soundtrack to life
beruit
incredible hulk
hair
paint
sweat
tears
smoke
flesh
glass
metal
blood
laughter
friends.

sometimes the summertime is exactly what you need. sunshine and starry skies work wonders.

.......gasp.........

still breathing. safe and sound. no need to worry.

I think I'm going to be okay.

lates.

my life sucks. i have no car, no money, a $200 phone bill and no use of my phone. i have no home. i sleep in my shitbox car like its a tiny camper. do you know what its like to wake up not knowing if your going to have to sleep in a car for the 4th night in a row? it sucks. working my ass off at work for nothing sucks. feeling unwelcome at my ( Read more... )

so i went to see nfg, reggie and the full effect, and eisley at the palladium in worcester. it was amazing. reggie was dressed as easter bunnies. i got reggie's beer cap. so later on i give steve from nfg one of my bracelets in exchange for one of his guitar picks. saweet. i figured that would be as good as it gets .nope. i work my way to the front ( Read more... )