Well I remembered to come back here. And as of 4/14/18 I am a married man. Just wanted to keep this place active.

And I’m heading back to school to become s respiratory tech.

yesterday began my journey into some form of official form of ministry. i started taking an almost 4 month course over the history and polity of the united church of christ. this is one of the many steps to what is called license ministry. this gives me the ability to preach, and perform various sacraments within the florida conference of the ucc ( Read more... )

Just in an odd funky funk. In and out. Could use some positive energy and prayers. Just too funky to speak of the funk.

well i am having one of those weird whirlwind life moments. chaos. good chaos. slightly off centering chaos. grief ball from this being almost a year since we buried my aunt janet and that my grandma became ill and died. starting the process of finally going into the ministry in some capacity which is awesome, nerve wracking, intimidating and ( Read more... )

I read my entire LJ last night. Found some of my poetry in there. Not half bad. And the beginnings of my questionings about my gender. And that just sappy unrequited love you never think you are going to recover from. LOL.And some of my more "awesome" life decisions. I am glad I did this because right now as part of the process of going under care ( Read more... )

Well I am going to revive this journal because I am going back to school finally and need a place for reflection that us a little more selective and lest congested. I will be taking a polity and history course of the United Church of Christ in September on line. This is a first step towards going into licensed ministry in the Florida Conference of ( Read more... )

Well LJ folks there is a "new boy" in town. Me. When Deb and I got together 7 years ago I was taking a brief break from exploring my gender identity. So now that I'm going through the whole rediscovering self thing that happens when your spouse dies I went back and picked up where I left and then some. Right before this self discovery in June I was ( Read more... )

i just can't believe shes gone from this plane. we were suppose to get married and have a few years together but we didn't. part of the reason why i am not as torn up and upset as i could be was that 2 years ago when she almost died twice i kinda pregrieved our relationship ending as well as her life so im at a very odd far along spot on this that ( Read more... )

suggestions on how to get inner rage out before it festers and blows up?

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