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We keep on keeping on....
if this video works this is my friend Kim demonstrating part of the dance we are learning. The Scottish Highland Fling
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sweat out your sads!
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there is so much bittersweet emotion today.
"I miss you like I miss the water when I'm burning"
my yoga practice has sorrow, joy and intense release. I feel the presence of everyone who has gone.
My LJ friend megmucus left us yesterday. Today is the three year anniversary of 65redroses death.
I have so much gratitude for everything today.
thank you, thank you, thank you
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tappety tap
Highland dancing doesn't really make a tap sound, its more of a soft shuffling thud.
I had my first "lesson" on Sunday! I WISH I had let myself enjoy it more....even though I'm feeling MUCH better now that I'm working again, there's still a lot of internal mean self-talk happening. I was super critical of myself because my friend Kim and the other ( Read more... ) -
Irish day
my friend Kim is of the Irish heritage so she gets crazy excited for St. P Day. like crazy. Excited. I love it. I've never done anything for this day before so I didn't expect that it would turn into a mini pub crawl....I figured we would go down to the beach for a Guinness and them I would amble home to make dinner.
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Adventures Cont.
so, where was I?
in enough pain, for eyes to look pinched and voice to sound funny and to forget to breathe.
I started another ice session, Harlen headed to bed and I got a text from one of my Dr. bosses. I was only joking when I asked if she did housecalls...she got all serious and asked me about it and then said she was coming over at 10:30 at ( Read more... ) -
adventures that aren't exciting
now that my bike is complete (handmade with love from H) I've been cruising the back neighborhood roads on it. I need to get a helmet before I take it out for real, but its been nice to go for a short pedal around the block.
Yesterday Harlen and I went to a park by our house on our bikes and I experimented with going off road to get a feel for it. ( Read more... ) -
And then there was....Starbucks?
Well. I'm employed again. FINALLY.
The madness of it...I simply can't not work. I can't, I know so many people who would be happy to quit their jobs (if they won the lottery) and do nothing. NO. nononono, not for me thank you. It's not just the financial terror of it....it's I need that sense of occupation, I identify so strongly with working. It ( Read more... ) -
keep going
I would like to stop feeling sad. Then I'm angry with myself for feeling sad, its over a stupid thing really I lost my job, so what? but I can see know that I really connect myself to my occupation. first, I need to work-that part is fairly easy...I could remedy this by doing what I've always done and go out and get a job, any job....just bag ( Read more... )
