on wed the flight leaves 22:15 so then ill be living in a completly different country which is gonna freak me out and i wont no anyone or anywhere to go so i need someone to show me round a bit or some thing ( Read more... )

so fucking true ...dammit i hate being me. i feel dead at the moment. i just wanna go fucking sit and cry for hours i think im gonna sam if u wanna tlk call me, miss u. xx. if u wanna break up ill understand.

hey sammy im sorry for earlier and what i wrote i didnt mean n e of it i was just uspet. all forgotted about now eh? i think we made up good hehe.

ive had enough only no not aloud to say that why does everything i do and how i feel just make ppl wanna hurt me more? i just wanna go get in my bed and stay there for as long as i possibly can. i mean even the one person i trust with everything and care about has turned on me now and taht kinda hurts more i no he dont wanna listen but when i say ( Read more... )

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well im back home friday didnt happen cus of my nan and my parents which kinda upset me but im so glad to be home again. i get to do what i want again thank god ( Read more... )

well just a short shite note to say im in derby and cant wait for friday to come lol only umm 1 more day god i dont no what to wear or how to do my hair or owt... arrrgggg i went to a funeral today to kinda cool but... i dunno it felt wrong me being there u no with all the god stuff i suppose i just turned it into what i belive but it was nice. ( Read more... )

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i Have a Live journal weeeeeee! im so glad i have one now cus shitty tez cant read it and i get my freedom back to write how i feel. thank god for that.

Thankies to miss vanity for the code ur a lil princess! xxxx

well ill go make this look pretty now hehehe. bye bye xx