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i wish i was a better person. i wish i did more for others. i wish i had a job. i wish i cared more. at times. i wish i was more friendly. at times. im glad im not like my dad. im glad im more humble than he. i wish my mom would stay. i hope she's happy leaving. i hope i'll see her. i hope i dont graduate at east lake. i hope palm harbor doesnt ( Read more... )

she makes me happy.

next thursday my mom will be on her way to michigan. shes moving back. sucks. i hate seeing her going on and off not knowing if shes happy or not. im going to take care of the cat. max. i'm looking forward to it. i miss the boys. i miss miss V. i miss the band. i miss RB. i miss pasco at times. but im happy here. things are going grand. lukcvae ( Read more... )

i can remember my dreams. maybe i wont see things as much now that i remember them.

( classwork )

first three days of school. easy year. im looking foward to drawing I.

im in the mesa of a project. yarna jkok. just me&my instruments. four track. i'll make tapes. maybe discs. similar to sigur ros or an orchestra.

who'd  be interested in a tape?

happy birthday k.t.

i hope you see this before you're in jax

mud puddles. low tides. sitting with sting ray friends. getting my feet dirty and mucky! surprises. people watching. whale mug. tea. mud. 7 year old.


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monday and tuesday. schools back up. nothing has changed. still have two friends. i dont have lunch with. maybe i'll make more. nap time. folk songs. four track machines. stars. alot of the elected and sigur ros. broken portable cd player!!! im screwed in school. damn. i saw a 7 year old me at the park. people watched. math & science are going to ( Read more... )

it feels like school has started and my summer is old news. i took a nap and have been up since early morning. sorry for anyone who was talking to me when i was out of it.

before i forget.

peter, the last time you slept over you were talking to me in your sleep.

i want to back pack when it get a bit colder out.

i really like blake sennett. & the ( Read more... )