I continue, everlasting, to dream of what I cannot do and what I cannot be, just so I can keep on existing. Without these illusions and fantasies I do not believe I can move forward, even if my steps onwards are nothing more then a world of make believe, I can only push onwards with them. I continue on reaching out for one who might be able to ( Read more... )

It opened up in a party. I was around many guests, just having a good time. I eventually do what I always do, I went off on my own. The place was large and nice, there were several mansions around. It was interesting. I eventually went off home and equipped myself with several guns, one being a collapsible silenced Thompson Machine Gun. I head on ( Read more... )

Not dead. See ( Read more... )

This isn't the post I was looking to do next, but it works.

( Daily Routine )

I've just been busy. I'll update properly when I get time!

Topics for the proper update
Work
Scrubs
Avatar
Personal Feelings
Mental Status
Dreams (hopefully)

All that and maybe more, in the proper update.

I've been having a series of dreams. I think I've finally returned to the city from this dream. Anyway, if it is the same world, I'm not playing the "Producer" but myself in this world. I wander around the city assisting where I can. Helping those who've seen through the lies. Though because of our status, there are very few places where I can go. ( Read more... )

I know my dream involved Halo Spartans, again, but I don't know for certain what was going on in it. Just know Fred, Linda and Will were mentioned or involved. Of course fighting as well. Ah, well.

Question: Is it good or bad that my appetite continues to grow less and less as I continue to work in this job?

It was a hard drop. I was in freefall. I was tense. I was one of only Thirty-Three who survived the process and Seventy-Five of the original who had been together. I was one of the lucky ones, the ones who didn't wash out of the program. We'd been commended for countless services. Countless battles and in the process we'd only lost three of us. We' ( Read more... )

This is actually the Nightmare from the night of my first day of work ( Read more... )