i really am the most awful person in the world,
and it likes to remind me constantly.

In Silence, I wait.
In Silence, I dream.
What am I waiting for?
You have to know by now.
Is it so much to ask?
Initiative, a monumental task?
maybe.
maybe I ask too much.
but i don't think so.

And they're off...

debate.

Am i weak to hope?
Are you?
Is anyone?

maybe...but for the first time in that long I have the slightest glimmer of hope.

and, in other news, depression has reached a record high for this time of year.  I'm normally better than this.  Am I better than this?  Which leads me to ask...Am I weak to hope?

-Greg

I feel empty.

This os one of those times when I need words of wisdom to keep me going.

Addictive as the cigarette that falls from my lips,
The poison of this year embedded in one kiss,
And you can add me to the growing list of casualties,
Another heart you break and toss into the seas.
Addictive as the drug coursing through my veins,
Instant gratification ( Read more... )

You all have no idea how good it is to be home.  I'm a different person for my experience, but sometimes it takes losing everything to appreciate fully what you had.  You all mean the world to me.

-Greg

Tonight I leave for the Navy, and, to be honest, I'm scared.  Was this the right choice? Will I be happy? I don't know.  All I do know is that I'm going to miss everyone here way too much.  You all have been amazing friends, and I can ask for nothing more than that (and that you write back when I write all of you).  It still doesn't feel like today ( Read more... )

I
am
so
bored.

Tonight has been "nothing but suck" so far.
Updated my myspace. woo.
WoW servers are down again, so i cant even do that.
The hockey announcers on Versus blow, at least the sabres are winning.

I'm glad that Amber is out with her friends and that she's staying in touch with them.  I just am very unhappy sitting here typing this alone with ( Read more... )

way too much :(

I just wrote and erased a very long entry.  All I care to say is...

A Perfect Circle can put me in quite a mood.

-greg