Just so everyone knows, this started out as a myspace message, and then I decided everyone should know, not just who I was sending this to ( Read more... )

A Curtain Call for Second Best
(Disqualified by Means of Death-Threat)

I commit this sin
In half told lies, I'm dressed
I wage this war within
In the worst of me, your best
I give in, break down
I make promises I can't keep
I lose hope, break down
I say things I don't mean

Everytime you smile, you turn my night to day
A light in the dark,
My beacon ( Read more... )

[The Unattainable ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get really into magic. Friday I came in 4th in the local tournament, and this week I plan on doing even better than that. I'm just starting to understand the game like I haven't before, beginning to see it as more than a game...more as a challange of strategy, skill, and will power. Kory and I are going to a Pro Tour Qualifier in ( Read more... )

Updates ( Read more... )

From this point forward, you are reading my deepest thoughts, those ones that I never let in the open, and the ones that fade into obscurity over time, and those ones that might make you very angry. You see, I just don't give a fuck anymore. And it's mostly your fault. So here it goes ( Read more... )

My Cement Shoes, a Continuation

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With pen in hand and gun in mouth,
I write this final letter,
A call to you and no one else,
I sought my true destroyer,
        To put this bullet in my brain
        (Your silver lining lie to me)
        To put this knife into my back
        (The noose around my neck to be)
This last ( Read more... )

I: The Birth of Heartbreak ( Read more... )

So many thoughts spinning in my head. All I want in life is music and a counterpart...I'm working on area 1, but area 2 is proving a fatal idea. Nothing is going my way this week. But why should this week be any different than the others, really? Fuck.

-Thanks for everything you never gave to me.
-It means a lot to me.

Greg

is looking up, for the first time since april. Wish me luck.

-Greg