so umm..im and addict...and im back..but not to talk about a certain someone....what's his name???? so if i have u listed as a friend u can read my new lj at...v_i_o_lation....so if you think u are cool enough and i listed u...come read it

does everyone know that huber and walker read LJ!

I was just reviewing the content of the majority of my buddies lj and uhhhh then i thought about the fact that they do read this shit...so just keep that in mind when you talk about shit....

loves u

I have just gotten off the the phone with Ryan after having a long talk about our relationship. Ryan and i have decided that we want to have a serious relationship....no bullshit like we have had for the past 8 months. We both really really love each other and intend on being together for a while. So in order to manintain a serious relationhip ( Read more... )

im hungry...but i don't wanna eat

i'm horny....but i can't have sex

i wanna talk to ryan...but he's not home

i have a headache...but no asprin

i want vicodin...but im fresh out

i want a life...but don't know how to go about getting one

i found my organizer....and in the back i found a bunch of quotes from friends and others that i love....i will share ( Read more... )

*phone rings ( Read more... )

"are you gonna go see magic flute ( Read more... )

i love him so much
but everytime he says or does something nice
i push him away

It is so much easier to be a bitch to him then to sit and think about how much i miss him.

Ryan: "hey!"

*silence*

Ryan: "Hey al, i'm in the middle of a show let me call you back"

*silenece*

Me: "ok"

Ryan: "I LOVE YOU!"

Me: " i love you too!"

Ryan: "Oh cute!"

Me: "Cute"

*silence*

Me: "Bye"

*silence*

Ryan:"Bye"

last good cry: Thursday night ( Read more... )