i forget about this most of the time.

So, my sidekick won't let me post on myspace, so I'm doing it here. I'm happy, really. I have an incredible husband who takes me for all I am, completely neurotic that may be. I'd love nothing more at this moment than to be at home laying next to him in bed talking about things that married couples talk about. I think that for so long after ( Read more... )

I really, really wish I had today off. It's not enough that I had eight days prior to yesterday off, oh no, because I spent a majority of those eight days being too ill to move. Or do much else for that matter. I've been so stressed lately. All sorts of everything got me down. I'm really trying to stay positive, for my sake as well as the ( Read more... )

There is no New Years for me this year. I procrastinated making plans so long, that everyone has already made thier plans, none of which include me. That was rather. . .saddening. Brian works until late that night. Poo ( Read more... )

I'm married now!!

Wow. Time in insane. Thirteen days until the wedding, that's prety awesome. A year and a half in planning. I'm so very excited, and glad for it all to be coming close to being done. Planning a wedding is quite draining. Not much is new ( Read more... )

Myspace fucking sucks.

It's been awhile since I've updated on here. Things are swell, minus a few bumps in the road. The wedding planning is coming along quite nicely, as is the honeymoon. Only small things here and there left to plan. It's going to be grand! Tomorrow (sunday the 26th) Brian, Kenny, and I and anyone else who doesn't suck are going to the Renissance ( Read more... )

We had to put my cat to sleep yesterday, and we didn't even know she was sick. I'm a mess right now. I feel like a monster about it. I loved her so much. Brian is asleep right now, which makes me feel so alone. Like there is no one in the world to talk to. I feel terrible.

The day after Christmas always reminds me of that Ben Folds Five song.

I've been sad and moody lately and I think it's all the holiday hollabaloo. I think I'm growing out of what Christmas used to feel like which is a sad sad sad thing for me.

At the very least, I got to spend it with my honey buns and his family.