ok so im in the desert again...iraq this time...and i have a baby on the wayso that kinda sux but other than that its ok so far...i just cant wait to get the fuck home and then get out of the military...o well maybe in a couple of days ill have somewthing interesting to write...

wow its been a long fuckin time since ive written in this thing...well ive been arrested twice once for contributing to the delinquency of a minor for giving my girlfriend who is 17 alcohol...any then once for not going to work because i was so drunk i couldnt get dressed...anyways they took both my stripes and gave me an article 15 and 45 days ( Read more... )

wow i got so fucked up last night i totally blacked out...i drank way too much then i did a beer bong of some liquer and that was it....anyway im just now getting over my hangover...wow im really hungry i think im gonna go eat...

ok so i went home and shit and now im back in japan and disgruntled as ever...fuck this fucking job...fuck the world...fuck women i fucking hate them...they are all so disillusioned and shit goddamn it! fuck this shit...i hate my fucking life...how can i bitch about all this when i dont even have myself under control...i drink too much, i smoke too ( Read more... )

ok so i know that ive been harping about leaving this fucking place but i was at least expecting to be able to hang with angela one more night...it sucks now cause ill probably be leaving tommorrow before she gets off shift so i wont really get to say goodbye..i mean i kinda did tonight but not like i would like to....in related news i have ( Read more... )

ok so im ill be out of this bitch in a couple more days...thank god...anyway im going to the strip sclub with jeremy when we get back, getting plastered, and not going to a hotel or anything all night til i have to go grab my shit to catch my plane...i fucking cant wait...we invited phil but he will be too busy boning furtado to come party with us ( Read more... )

ok so im just here to kill time right now...im waiting for a half hour before i go to angelas with jeremy to watch the series finale of friends...anyway we made a movie today and it was fun as hell and funny as hell...anyway i think i pissed off one of angelas friends cause i called the gila monster and furtado fat and she was like "i cant believe ( Read more... )

i am now in the i dont give a shit stage of the deployment...they tell me i have to wear my side arm all the time...it sucks but i dont give a shit...they tell me to put a belt on...i dont give a shit...they can all fucking blow me...i dont fucking care what they say or do im just going to drift through the rest of this thing in a numb state of ( Read more... )

ok so i didnt wind up doing any of those thngs on my day off...i started typing out my story but i got to like page 5 and i hd been there sor like 2 hours and i was like "fuck this"....anyway i hung out with angela and her friends and we played cranium which was actually fun which is kind of surprising considering i am not a very avid game player ( Read more... )

you know what? i fucking hate how fake people are especially here in the air force...everyone says one thing and does another or they do things one way when you are alone and totally change when you are around other people...its so fucking stupid...i am who i am and i dont give a fuck who is around or where i am...thats one thing ill never say is " ( Read more... )