i swear i have never worked so long a chapter. that took forever! and im talking about "Of Snow, Winter Wonder, and Relentless Boys", of course. i really do have fun writting that ( Read more... )

shit, a lot has changed ( Read more... )

my one great fear is being unable to have a lifelong friend because when i get too close, all i do is pull away. this is why i keep my distance. i am trying to fix this ( Read more... )

i take just about everything i said about him in the last post. so this is to you ( Read more... )

havent posted in a while. and ive decided that in order to aid my mental health/sleeping patterns, i will journal more often in order to channel my rollercoaster emotions in a healthy way. yes. that did sounds like it came from a brochure. ah well. lets see if those brochures are right ( Read more... )

and i don't want this to end.

i know you're shy,
but i need you to try.

grow a pair. gather the courage and ask me out. you dont need a party to talk to me. you dont need alcohol to talk to me. im always here.

and daddy, i dont like setting the table for two.

i hate this island.
get me the fuck out of here.

plus the worst period of my life. why isn't there a moodcon for bloated???

today was sort of better ( Read more... )