HEY IM BACK...
to myself....

usually....

negros.
peace.
MEGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ♥

Things are changing.
And they won't stop.
They won't bring me my smile either.
They didn't steal it; they are capturing it
And within the next 5 months,
It will have vanished.
When they will stop, when they will give it back
Noone knows.

They are selfish.
They might just keep things changing.

This weekend was good to me.
Show>>Jeff>>Reed to tops>>Movies with Rick>>Andy over here

Lets hope this week is just as good. ;D
Gotta call Tops tomorrow I think; or some time.
Dentist appointment on Tuesday.
We got Friday off.
Anyone want to do something this weekend let me know....

I see life differntly now ( Read more... )

Went to BBs yesterday ( Read more... )

I have dreams. I tell noone. I will never ever tell anyone. Noone will know my dreams because I'm afraid of failing. I quite. I quite too often on everything. Even saying these few sentences is too much. I feel so read into. And I know this may seem very full-of-myself-ish but people read into things about me too much ( Read more... )

So haven't had a real update in a while ( Read more... )

In all honesty...
All I really want right now..
is a shoulder to cry on....

if only

someone please...
maybe it's just today
but i see myself falling apart
without anyone to help hold me up.

why is this happening to me?
why must i sound so DAMN sympethetic for MYSELF
why must this all just seem to get worse and worse....?

=( save me.

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It's my bday... woo....

@ my moms work right now (curves)....
Umm... I miss rick. California/my family is awesome. I come back this Sunday.. I'm def skipping Monday.

Peace & Love---------
Megggggggggggggggggggggggggg
<3