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Had some really weird dreams last night...can't remember them, just bits n pieces, but from what I can tell they were REALLY weird!

today was better

But you'll have to wait a lil longer for an update because it's 1am and I'm EXHAUSTED, but I had an ok day..Candace made it good. Ijust love her. :o)

g'night.

Any future entries I make in here will be friends only. It's really sad and messed up when your own private thoughts and ventings are no longer safe....

So I'm browsing around online to try n find some idea of what the hell i have to do to get divorced,and I come across an online site that's been on tv n shit, so i think ok....so i pick my state and i'm reading and Ny is uber strict about having a specific grounds for the divorce-like we can't do irreconcilable differences, we have to have a REASON ( Read more... )

Those are rare! lol Had my interview..looked totally cute too! It was the easiest, most comfortable interview I've ever been on. Wasn't nervous or anything. I'm only nervous about learning the job and being able to pick it up quickly and do it right. It sounds overwhelming, but I'd have a whole month of training it sounds like, so I'm sure once ( Read more... )

So Colleen came over today and cleared out the attic for us...now the livingroom is full of crap, but it's mostly gonna be thrown out i think and the stuff we started going through has been fun. Trip down memory lane and through our childhood. So hard not to sob though over some things...like I found a little card from the hospital from when my ( Read more... )

Today, my mother's birthday, we went to pick out a headstone for her.

Took flowers to her grave and wished her a happy birthday.

It's still just as hard today as the day she died. (4 months ago)

I wanted to take the flowers to HER, not a grave.

I hate this..

I miss Jakey so much it hurts....I can't wait till all this shit is done and we can just settle in....ugh.