Met Dr. Jao about a month ago. She was recommended to me by a family friend, Daisy Vasquez, which ha been following all my negative facebookstopped posts in regards to my awful health. I finally decided to see this dr she recommended since Kaiser Permanente was sure that my issue was my sleeping habits that only sleeping pills would fix ( Read more... )

Past two weeks have gone by pretty fast. Summer is officially over in regards to school starting. Not like I had much of any summer fun to be honest. It was a pretty low key and boring summer. But this past weekend was really nice. My moms 50th birthday was on Saturday. She didn't want to make a huge celebration out of it although everyone kept ( Read more... )

I used to write in this thing religiously during high school. Then my life got busy and boring so there wasn't much to write. But I do love going back and reading about my life and I thought this would be a great place to kind of keep track of my health issues as well ( Read more... )

I'm here at La Verne at work with nothing to do at the moment so I thought I would take the chance to write. It's a bit slow right now but no worries starting this weekend, things are gonna pick up and I'm gonna be super busy at LVTV/KWST. I've got 3 shoots this weekend 15 hrs of work $400. Perfect :) Possibly a shoot on Thursday night and for sure ( Read more... )

I stopped writing in here over a year ago because it was awful only writting about the negative things that were happening in my life. I don't want to go back in time and see how terrible I felt but then again it would have probably helped me get through the issues I was going through. But since my last post there has been so many wonderful things ( Read more... )

How did I allow my life to get to the point it is at right now??

No Job, No Plan, No Hobbies, Revolving my life around someone elses dreams and accomplishments....what the fuck happened to me!!

I must say that Christmas has changed for a lot of reasons. I miss the days when I was 9 or 10 and Christmas Eve and Christmas Day was filled with fun and family and craziness and games. Well its still fun and crazy but our families gotten so big that we've had to separate and it just makes me miss the times before ( Read more... )

Theres a lot going on in my life, which is a great thing. I'm not stable like I would like to be but at least I know I am trying to figure out what I want to do in life. Television didn't work for me, the drive to LA definitely did not work for me, and the more I think about trying to get my business together, the more excited I get ( Read more... )

Since I've been home, it's been one project after another. It's awesome ( Read more... )

I'm at home but I'm definitely keeping myself super busy ( Read more... )