those of you reading for amusement. i hope my suffering brings you joy. some day you will hurt, and i will count the smiles as you squirm.

pathetic.

found some old emails.. they made me happily teary eyed. things just don't  seem to get to me like that anymore.. it was nice. ie:

"whats the pirates favorite pizza topping?

~answer~....pep-arrr-oni"

yeahh i miss high school.

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birthday was good. had pizza downtown with some friends.. the pizza guy gave me free drinkies supposedly cuz it was my ( Read more... )

excited about:

London.

half-blood prince.

moterbike.

friends.

friends.

friends.

human emotion is so complex, and I envy those who can express it. Poets. Artists. Lovers. Haters ( Read more... )

off to ireland in a few hours. bye.

Ugh. This is the third time I've stared at this entry page this week. I know I have thoughts during the day, during times when my mind needs to be where I am rather then on my feelings, thoughts that I know I want to go back and explore more carefully... but when I get home and I get in the writing mood, I can't remember what it was I thought or ( Read more... )

since I've been gone it seems to me the new cool thing in Daphne is to think your so cool your to good to be social... and everyone just stays home ( Read more... )

I dont think ive ever been more in love in my life. I feel that burn in my chest like ive found a direction of my life. being here in auburn I feel like my dream is passing me by... in the movies they drop everything and live there dreams and I know i have it in me but i also know how much i need this education. Without it, i feel like nothing. I'm ( Read more... )

yay. when i come this weekend, im bringing luke as show n tell.

i hope everyone has time to visit at least a wee bit... if not more.

jayson-

Dear cbend's journal... (since writing to cbend's journal is obviously the cool thing now adays...[given the fact that she does it].. no sarcasum here.)

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im going through a bit of a change.

you know when boys.. usually in the 9th grade or so start to get sweaty pits, deep voices, hair.. down there.. and they grow like crazy.. Well this change is ( Read more... )