Fic: "Lilac Wine" [written for deancas_xmas; NC-17, Dean/Cas]

[nanoochka]

TITLE: Lilac Wine
AUTHOR: nanoochka
RATING: NC-17
WORDCOUNT: 10,100
WARNINGS: Heavy angst, references to (canon) character death, drug use (after fashion)
SPOILERS: Up to 7.06 but with a reference to 7.09
SUMMARY: “I made wine from the lilac tree / Put my heart in its recipe / It makes me see what I want to see / and be what I want to be / When I think more than

Comments

[lexslave]

:(

poor dean. he needs cas back so bad.

very beautifully written, lovely imagery. so desperately tragic.

[nanoochka]

Thank you! I definitely depressed myself on this one. XD

[trish72]

I love how tragically beautiful this story is.....however it makes me very sad at the same time. I feel so horrible for Dean!

[nanoochka]

Thank you so much!

[brokentoy]

i already commented on the original post in DCBB but i just read this a second time and it's just so beautiful i had to do it again.

also, i sort of tried to guess who might have written this and you were my first choice. writing style on the side, it's the musical references that really made me think it could be you :)

beautiful, really :)

[nanoochka]

Heh, yes, it's difficult for me not to give myself away by slobbering all over my fic with my love for Zeppelin and music in general. :)

Glad you liked it!

[lucyannethropy]

Ah, great, now I'm even more depressed than ever :P

It's really beautiful though, and I'm masochist enough to read it all over again and cry my eyes out.

Really love your fics, btw :)

[nanoochka]

Aww, thank you! I appreciate you saying so. <3

[nanoochka]

Thanks, bb! It's good to see your name pop up again. I hope all's well!