fuck. ing. a. i'm thinking anyone else who had as horrible a weekend as i did would've killed themselves. i hate cell phones. i hate cheerleading. i hate guys. i hate girls. i hate parents. i hate "friends". i hate doing NOTHING all night but i STILL get absolutely NO sleep whatsoever. i. hate. 2004. I CAN'T WAIT TO START DRIVING SO I CAN RAMP ( Read more... )

call it boredom or stupidity but it's only been an hour since my last entry and i'm adding another. assing another. hah. so.. tired of writing so here is a list of my random thoughts ( Read more... )

"woooaah.. this shirt has chrome buttons.. peeeemp." last night i spent the night at my dad's with my cousin and it was super fly. had to get up at effing 9 this morning to go to ass licking cheerleading practice until 1. it sucked like f. then i woke up my dad at 1 p.m... yeah.. and he took amanda and i to the beach except on the way there, i ( Read more... )

ehhhhh. every place that i go i always tend to see things that make me unhappy. 1) a happy family with non-divorced parents 2) kids out with actual friends, having FUN, nonetheless and 3) a fucking happy-go-lucky, in "love" couple, who can't keep their hands (or their mouths) off each other and i get jelous. of all 3. but it's like.. if i had one ( Read more... )

today i decided that my goal is to be teen national american miss. or fat teen of america miss maybe. looking for some hot stuff baby this evening. today i sat at the mall for over 6 hours. doing nothing. it wasn't that bad cuz i was with amanda and we saw ryan, brandon, alex, alex, a bunch of people, but best of all was david pickle. he's such a ( Read more... )

man. yesterday jenna and i had to go move her stuff from her dad's house to my house because her dad is a nigger-hating asshole bastard who likes to beat up little children. he scares me. but anyways.. it was a loooooong night, and then jenna got in a fight with winston :-( whom i LOVE dearly.. and someone is getting really annoying and whiney.. ( Read more... )

i wonder.. if you date someone once.. break up..and then you date them again.. and then break up again.. can it work almost a year later if you are STILL attracted to them? maybe. but maybe i'm just desperate. yeah. that's it. "[1.17 P.M.] i'm horny." wow. people are gay. my cousin moved here from nebraska and she's cute. we like to make music ( Read more... )

i like how we're racist ( Read more... )

yesterday was GREAT"let's go beat up some crime." got a HUGE brownie ice cream thing for my birthday. it was wonderful. so much for my diet. worked on the tree house with mikey and brian. "you seriously look SO hott." wow. i am so vain. today is boring. i ate chicken. which reminds me of an experience with "chiggens" at hooters a while back. "her ( Read more... )