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Damn Near Everything
I didn't proof-read or rewrite this or anything. I just wrote it because I needed to, because I needed to give these thoughts the attention they didn't get in the episode. Feel free to ignore me, cause this is poop. SPOILERS FOR 7x02.
Dean doesn't know what to do.
He's sprawled on the ground, burnt rubble of Bobby's house behind him, and for the ( Read more... ) -
Four Things
Dean was the sort of person who was filled with endless regrets, like the sort of memories that were never wanted but always remembered, and the things that gnawed relentlessly at his gut until hecouldn't stand it anymore, and let alcohol wash them away. He'd spend hours in the car while Sam slept, mulling things over, trying to discern if he'd ( Read more... ) -
Proof
He's more afraid of the consequences than anything.
The fantasies do him little harm, other than providing him with a constant reminder of what could be, had they not been raised as they were. The fantasies aren't what he was concerned about, no, because he can handle them. He goddamn loves them. It's the urges he gets sometimes, increasingly ( Read more... ) -
Confession
"I love you." Sam is kneeling next to his brother's bed, hands spread out over the side of the mattress. He's fifteen, should be asleep because he has school in four hours, but he's too distracted, his brother's even breathing keeping him awake. So, he watches Dean sleep, memorizing details like where his freckles are, the length of his eyelashes, ( Read more... ) -
Four AM
The motel room is quiet, save for the tic-tic-ticking of the wall clock. Dean can't sleep, keeps seeing flashes of Hell, painted like a grotesque mural on the back of his eyelids. He counts the breaths it takes to calm down after each blink, hands twisting in the sheets, seeking purchase just to prove that he's still in bed, still on Earth, still ( Read more... ) -
Liar
There was rarely a day that passed that Dean didn't hate himself, and everything he'd become.
At a young age, he'd had so many expectations for himself, so many dreams and desires and wishes that he had a lifetime to realize. He was going to become a great hunter, just like his dad, and he'd be exactly the kind of person that Sammy could look up to ( Read more... )