Agnosticism is the limbo of religion--you're not quite sure what you believe anymore--and this was never more apparent than last night ( Read more... )

I feel sick. I feel nauseous with depression. Why is it that some days I feel like a worthy, functional human being, and other days I want to curl up into a ball, or run away and never look back ( Read more... )

So yeah, in case you haven't heard, I've been having problems ( Read more... )

...I'm gonna take this goddamn world and burn it to the ground ( Read more... )

The Honesty Survey ( Read more... )

Let me bring you up to speed ( Read more... )

As I think about the events that have transpired today, I am reminded of a line from The Waterboy:

"The chickens are coming to roost...you're going to lose all your fancy fooseball friends..."

I feel like I'm going to lose the first person I ever loved. He is irreplacable.

But I'm afraid that the chickens are coming to roost...

So this is the first time someone has overestimated my driving skills instead of underestimated ( Read more... )

Truth
Covered in security
I can't let you smother me
I'd like to but it couldn't work
Trading off and taking turns
Don't regret a thing...So there are a few days in a month where I get quite hormonal and hysterical, often over silly insignificant things ( Read more... )

it's been almost a year
but i still think about it
and i often blame myself.