Everything in my life right now is so frustrating. What worries me the most are my parents. :(

My mind is pretty confused right now but my heart is even worse.

Yeap, you're right. You are a fucking CATASTROPHE.

Jerk.

I don't understand why I tend to feel very lonely at times. Sometimes I just wish I wasn't home alone. I begin to feel depressed and I just want to talk to someone so that my mind is distracted. My life has been okay, I can't really complain. But life seems to be pretty boring. I haven't done anything exciting this summer so far and summer is half ( Read more... )

Just got home, worked a ten and half hour shift, and I'm really happy I have the next two days off. Woot!

Why can't I be accepted and loved for who I am? I make mistakes. I have bad habits that are really hard for me to change.

Why do I always have to change to make the other person happy?

I just want to be HAPPY.

Why can't the house be clean for AT LEAST one entire day? WHY?!?!?!?!?!

It's really hard for me to trust anyone. I've had so many people lie to me. Even people I thought would never lie to me. I will always keep a guard up with anyone and everyone in my life. It sucks. I honestly can say that there is only one person in my life that I can trust ( Read more... )

I don't wanna pay my bills.

I miss my best friend.

My manager isn't booking me for next weekend because I'm a tardy asswipe.

I'm starting to really think about Josh and me being together. It's weird. I feel happy but yet depressed.

I'm also broke so I'm stuck at home on my day off.

I'm in love.