So I have an interest in someone. He's very sweet and really caring. I think everybody will think its weird me and him being together. But that's the thing, we're not dating. I don't want a relationship for a very personal reason. Its starting to stress me out which is why I told him let's be friends and see where it goes. Another problem is I'm so ( Read more... )

These like past two weeks have been pretty good. Being social and all, actually feeling happy. Finally got paid yesterday. It feels so great to actually cash a check, the money I worked for, the money I deserve. It makes me smile and I love it. I actually want to get another job, there's one I have on my mind that's very close to my new house ( Read more... )

I can't believe I actually got a job. Thanx to Rodger! Woot woot! My work schedule sucks camel balls but hey I gotz a job bitCh! ^_^

My hands are cold.

:/

Its been 7 months and still I am reminded.

I gave Morris some really good advice today and I realized a lot of new things.
I'm starting to actually fall in love with myself.

It's depressing that I'm not attending school this Fall. Mad gay. And its all my fault of course. It just sucks even more that I have to wait til March to start the spring semester. Ha I still haven't told my parents I'm not taking any classes. My mom isn't going to be too happy. And she gonna cause me stress. ::sigh:: But I am looking for a job ( Read more... )

I guess it's true sometimes.
What comes around, goes around.

Mwahahaha!

I'm not sure how I feel right now. So he got back with his ex. Meh. It hurts but hey he still loves her. I wouldn't want to be in that kind of a situation again. I still don't know if I still want to be his friend. I feel kinda used. Blah I don't want to waste any tears either. At least he was honest and straight forward. I guess being his friend ( Read more... )

Damn. I'm going through one of those nights where I feel extremely lonely. I mean I do enjoy being single becuz I can concentrate on myself and my life. It's the really good things about being in love that I miss dearly ( Read more... )