i worked today. in a different store. it was a breath of fresh air from my pink nitemare. then later i went to buy my hunny a present. and i come back to my car to find a fucking parking tickt and i have today only 3 hours to pay it. and i can onbly do it by phone or internet since their office is closed before they even gave it to me. i got it at ( Read more... )

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so yeah, It''s clear i'm only wanted, needed, and useful when they need something for me. but if something comes along that is more convenient, cost effective, or easier. out the door i go. It's obvious that i'm expendable and dont matter to them really ( Read more... )

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Here's a painting i did last year.......


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ok, so yes. I've come a long way. I'm still working on this goal to deal with the knowledge that my parents cant and wont take take of me, and mot definitely wont be around forever. i've gotten into a lot of messes the past couple of years. But it's made me who i am. And i'm grateful i survived it ( Read more... )

so yes, i requested time off from work. I will be off july 7h to july 12. i am definitely heading to orlando for at least one day to go to disney, it's been about two years since i go and thats just wrong. and besides, mina's getting bigger, and my bf, despite being a florida resident has never been. i will go to the beach, be lazy and paint, and ( Read more... )

So the days of thngs and bras.... my life at work. Last night i saw a near repeat of the january i cant take it anymore i quit " incident. It was bad. I was overworked, and taken advantage of. and to add to it i had my personal life in a rut for the day to add insult to injury. I need a vacation. i'm putting in the request today. i'm taking a week ( Read more... )

so yes, I'm back on. though still computerless so bear with me. Things are going rather well. I'm living with my mom once again. I had a realy really rough spot the last year and a half before. I quit smoking. I got out of a really really bad relationship that was killing me. Now i'm once again taken but for once i've found someone who's ( Read more... )

ok this beloved journal has gone neglected for far too long. I will be psting on it and reading up again regularly. I'm hoping to get my own way of getting online regularly soon. things are going pretty decent. Mina's getting huge. super adorable. I want to take her to go visit all her long lost "aunties" and "uncles", out there. i'm working my way ( Read more... )